Missing you… July 8, 2006Posted by April Ayres-Griffiths in canada, melody.
God I miss Melody right now sooo much. It’s nice being back here, but I’ve grown so used to chatting to her on my webcam for at least two hours a day. Truth be told, my heart has been in Canada for a long time… even before I met her I think I was searching for her. I kept wanting to get to Canada at all costs and I never knew why, until I met her…
Now I’m hopping into bed, and I realise that the next time I come back to my parents place will be with her. It feels so real, so wonderful, so right… Everything about her makes my heart sing. I want to scream the love I feel for her at the top of my voice.
I was talking about her to my mother, and she can feel the love I have for her. She said she was happy for me, and she said … that she wished she could have helped me find myself sooner than now. I know she understands it all. She understands the love I feel for Melody, and that I would do anything for her. I discussed visiting Canada next year, making a home with her and sharing the rest of my life with her. To be honest … in one short day my family must be sick of me speaking about her.
So as I hope into bed and snuggle the hamster plushie that has become my comforter, I say to her:
I love you, Melody… more than I can ever express, and yet I shall devote the rest of my life to trying to show you exactly that. You are my purpose, my life’s breath and my divine song.